Sunday, February 7, 2010
To : Nicole,
I really don't know what happen, but i really love you, i am willing to change myself for you.. its been 11 months and 10 days.. you know how much i miss you now? i can't sleep for this few days.. i really miss you alot alot.. but i don't think you will realise this..
To : Someone
Sorry to been troubling you this few days,, sorry. it wasn't your fault that all this stuffs happen.. its all mine, i cant made her love me anymore.. maybe i am just useless.. maybe my actions cause you to be scared of me, maybe i just need to be alone.. no point of me to carry on my life. how i wish i can end them now..
To : Team mates
Sorry ah, make you all worry for me for the past 1 - 2 months. i will try to be back for training as much as possible.. we must at least enter final this coming PA race.. last record was semi, now towards finals..
In my own world,
7:45 PM
